Geese

Im not the biggest fan of geese. Although I think that they are very cool in the way they fly and are such a part of fall for me. I just dont think that they are very nice birds. My family had white geese when I was growing up. Those geese hated me, every time we used to let them out of their pen they would attack me. They would case after me trying to bite me. My sister, who is older than me, would let them out on purpose just so she could watch me run around and cry. It got to the point where I would get on top of my moms car just to get away from them. I was told that I looked like a bug on the windsheld, with all the geese running around the bottom of the car. I know this kinda mean but I was so happy when the big mean one died. After that the others didnt chase me as much. Now when ever I see a goose, I try to stay as far away as possible. This kinda makes that walk out to NWBR even less fun since they are all over that lake.

Packing

Packing for home! So ready to leave but dont know what to take home with me. Im trying to think of what Im going to need when Im home. Also having trouble find bags to put all the stuff that I have in. Its reallt hard to pack and get things together when theres like 5 people in your room talking and playing music. Not saying that I dont want them here, its just it makes it hard to get things done. Also my roommate is trying to finish a paper that she has to do and I dont think that Im helping any by being loud in the room. But I think shes almost done so hopefully she doesnt kill me:).

I am so happy that I dont have my last class tomorrow so that means that I get to leave even earlier than I planed, which means I get to get home sooner. Yay!

Thanksgiving

I am so ready to go home for break. The food in the caf. is just not cutting it for me any more. I am ready for a good home cooked meal. Thanksgiving is the best time to go home for a home cooked meal. My grandmother is one of the best cooks around. Just thinking about her cooking is making me so hungry. I love going home at this time of year because I get to see all my friends from home, since they are also on break. We also have lots of people over for Thanksgiving day and dinner. It's nice to see all the people that I haven't seen in a long time. We have a really good family friend that lives in England, that comes to celebrate Thanksgiving with us every year. I still find it funny that since he is from England that they don't have Thanksgiving and that's why he comes over to be with us. Another good thing about Thanksgiving break is the shopping. Black Friday is always crazy, but can be a lot of fun at the same time. Tuesday can;t come fast enough.

Another Day

Ever have one of those days were you just don't feel like doing anything. Today was like that for me. I got up this morning and was so tempted to just skip my 3 classes to sit in my bed all day and just watch movies all day. Thanksgiving break is a much needed break and I will be so happy once it is finally here. I am just done with school and the work that comes with it. I know its bad when all I want to do is sit in a bath tub filled with bubbles. That always helps deal with some of the stress that I go through here at school. I'm not the only one who is fried with school and stress, my friends are feeling it too. There comes a point when you just have to get away. It really sucks when you are sitting in your own room and know that 2 of your friends are texting each other about you. It has gotten to the point where I just don't ask whats going on any more because I don't want to have to deal with it. Also I have been hanging out with me guys friends more and more because I just cant take girls anymore, being a girl myself. Ugh break needs to be here now!

Winter

Winter always seems to put a great deal of pressure and stress on relationships and friendships. I don't know if its the fact that its cold and dark most of the time now. I just feel like everyone around me, including myself is grumpy over nothing. My friends and I have been ready to snap over the smallest things lately. Having to share a room with 3 other girls doesn't help much either. Even my guys friends have been grumpy more than usual. Since it is cold and dark outside, and everyone around me is grumpy, all I want to do is snuggle up in my bed and go to sleep. I have the most comfortable bed and when people start to get to be to much I just want to get away. My room/bed is the only place that I can do that.

Spider Bite

Yesterday I found a really large bump on my right knee. It was really hot to the touch. It also hurt if I put to much pressure on it. I didnt think anything of it when my leg started to itch over the weekend. Everyone I talked to said that it looked like a spider bite. And since my leg started to itch before I went home this weekend, that means that I had to have been bitten at school sometime. I really hate spiders and the fact that one of them bite me while I was sleeping really freaks me out. I washed all my sheets as soon as i found out that I was most likely bitten in my sleep. Today I went to the health center for the first time ever. They all said that it looked like a spider bite too. So now I have some very large white pills to take. Oh joy !

Weekend !

I am going home this weekend and I am taking two of my friends with me. Its the first time that I am taking friends home with me. I think that they are both excited to have a relaxing weekend at the farm and to get away from the stress of school. They are both in for bit of a shock when they find out that their cell phones may not work that well. My house is very old and I live in the middle of no where. I think that it will do them both some good to get away from their phones and enjoy the weekend. One of my friends has never been on a horse before, so I'm looking forward to see what she does when I put her on one of my horses. I know that there's going to be a lot of pictures being taken this weekend.
One of my good friends from home is also going to be home this weekend. It will be interesting she see how my new friends and my old friends get along. They are very different from one another and it makes me nervous to put them together. All I ca do is hope that everything goes well and that we all have a good time.

People

I really hate it when someone comes up to me and tells me that they want to talk to me about something or they say that they have something to tell me and they never do tell me. The best is when you ask them on a different day what they wanted to say and they don't remember or don't want to tell you any more. I was at a party the other night when a friend of mine walked up to me and said that we need to talk later and I didn't think anything of it. The next day I texted him asking asking what he meant and his answer was that he just wanted to talk about some random stuff. Also he said that he wasn't feeling up to it at that moment and that I don't need to worry. Then he texted me back almost teasing me that I didn't know what he wanted to talk about. Well as soon as that was said I started to worry because I have no clue what he wanted to talk about and now I don't want to bring it up again. Also it seems as though he doesn't want to bring it up either and I'm afraid of what he has to say.